AUTUME

THE CRISP AUTUME AIR SOURNDS ME
AS THE SUNLIGHT HITS MY FACE
ANOTHER AUTUME IS HERE
ANOTHER YEAR ALMOST GONE
AS THE LEAVES CHANGE INTO A SEA OF COLORS
AS THE AUTUME AIR RACES PAST
SEND LEAVES IN A THOUSAND DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS
LOOKING UP AT THE SKY AS THE CLOUDS ROLL IN
THERE IS NO SUNLIGHT
THE ONCE BLUE SKY IS COVERED
AS I REALIZE THAT WE ALWAYS CAN’T SIT AND WAIT
WAIT FOR A SUNNY DAY
WAIT FOR A BLUE SKY
AUTUME HAS TAUGHT ME THAT WAITING FOR SOMETHING YOU WANT
WILL BE LIKE WAITING FOR A BLUE SKY ON A COLD AUTUME DAY
WHEN THE CLOUDS ROLL IN ON YOUR LIFE
DON’T WAIT FOR THE SUN TO COME TO YOU
GO OUT AND CHASE THE SUN TO SHINE ON TO YOU

FADES

As the sunlight fades away
I lose all hope
All my sanity fades as the darkness fills my life
My dreams are filled with what could be
As heaven and hell collide
I awake to find that I am still here
For what this life has no meaning
Or does it?
I am not sure of anything anymore
Life fades away like an old memory
What to say anymore is a whisper that I can’t hear
Life Has a meaning THAT is a light that I can’t find or that is blocked from me
Do you hear the whisper do you see the light?
Do you believe the whisper is real?
Do you believe the light is there to find?
Or do we all wait for the light to show?
Waiting for the time it’s shined on you
Do you wait for your life to fade?
Or do chase the whisper and FIND the light?
So when the sun has set for you will you go to where you belong knowing that you chased the light and the whisper instead of waiting for it to shine and find you?

School Day

Waking up in the morning I don't want to get up, but  I do anyways, how do I know what I will get when I arrive at school? I don't. So I get dress everything but my shoes, I get my breakfeast ready as Corona my dog jumps all over me. My fiance (Alex) cannot wait until I am back on the couch so he greets me in the kitchen. As it gets closer to 8 I finish getting ready, putting on my shoes, saying I am ready to go. We head out the door get down to the car and leave for school. School is only two blocks away not that, but it is so hot to walk. Class starts I am already board, I wish teachers would make class seem more interesting because I love learning new things but some teachers are just so boring. I don't know what to do, so I have all these pictures running through my head of different ideas that I cannot stop having. Class drags on until the in class assignments starts then it speeds up to the point where class is over before I know it. I go home for lunch, but before that I walk all the way home before I realized Alex was not there, so I had to walk all the way back to school which sucks because it was so hot yesterday the 12 of october. I finally get home eat two hot dogs then head back to school for my last 4 hour class of the day. This class I like because it didn't drag on we got to watch a video and started a project board that is due next week, class was over before I realized what time it was. Now those are the types of classes that I like, where I learn a lot but it doesn't seem like four hours it seems like one.